Contemplating if i should privatise this blog? I have been restricting myself whenever im typing an entry not to reveal too much and always asking myself if i should type this out or there. I agree that blogging on the Internet provides us with freedom to type what we want, but is it really so? Obviously we cannot because there is no such thing as 100% democratic society so yep. I'm thinking there are so many problems that i am refraining myself from sharing with others, i mean ANYONE, because i tink i am mature enough to handle myself and not to worry my parents and of course friends even good ones because no one likes to hear others nagging at their own problems right? Sometimes i wish that i could be selective to forget things, so perhaps i will be happier and not pretending to be happy. I hate to put on a fake smiles but this is all this World is about, no? Even you just break up you still have to go to work the next day and be enthusiatic, u fail your exam but still have to be happy because you know you cannot do anything about it. But that is not true happiness if you think again, you are merely forcing yourself. So i really wish to do things i like and live my own life and be myself not to live and hide with any secrets to myself.

Anyway, the other day i was on the bus, there was this 6 years old boy boarded a bus with his granny. So i don't know why, whenever the boy like didn't sit properly or touch the windows, his granny hit him. And the boy asked his granny questions but she just like ignored him. I know it might sound like some redundant questions to the grown ups but to children with millions of whys in their minds and the endless curiousity, shouldnt we answer them and share with them our knowledge and experiences? Isn't what we have been doing ever since the start of mankinds, passing down our expertise generation by generation? I will never do that to my own kid, ok maybe still a bit far, or perhaps to my -3mnths to be born nephew. It is plain ignorant for some people not to see the point, but then again everyone is different and i can't do anything about it.

Well out to concert soon. See you guys soon.

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