fucking hate liars and procrastinated. they should juz vanish off and make this world a better place. oh ye did i mention that i dun believe in white lies, its bullshyt to make urself look like uve no choice and not at fault to tell the damm lies. the funny thing is some people can tell lies that are so obviously they are lying. its stewpid and i think they dun deserve any 2nd chance and forgiveness. pls make them disappear from my life. thank you.
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sometimes i wonder does living with someone for 20 years equate to knowing them well? often i wished i have supernatural power that i could read one's mind..how great it would be to know what they are thinking and perhaps things wouldn't turn out this way. i think i have put in enuff effort and its really enough..if he doesn't respond then i cant be bother anymore.. sumtimes i wish i could act like when i was in secondary, scolding parents vulgarites, thrown tantrum, slam doors, smashed things, leave house, any rebellious thing you name it i did it. but thinking back, it was stewpid..i was doing it to attract my parents' attentions but obviously i have already changed for the better but they havent. im sick of staying it and please dun tink that i have a loving family, i dont, just that im not like others whom some prefer to disclose, i prefer to keep in silence. sumhow blog seems to be a good thing because i dun like to bother people with my problems, i like to keep it to myself. man, sometimes i think talking to dog is better than toking to human. its proven, they listen, believe me, they are sensitive enuff to detect any change in humans' emotion and feeling, they know what you are talking and aware of its surrounding. most importantly, dogs are able to keep secrets and never tired of listening to my problems. =)
so emo for the past few days..well i tried oredi..and seeing you is so painful to me..kelvin lam!! speak up!! dun be a coward!! yes whenever i tink im rdy and i backoff when you appear. ZZz!! yes btw joined taekwondo wif frens..but dey are black im white. -_- and it feels funny to learn with kids but they are really cute and cool. lol one guy mistaken me as china wth..he starts a convo with me den out of a sudden ask me 你哪一个省的? -__- den i told him im sgrean lah! duh.. haha next, picking up jap and driving!!!
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