I got my iPOD Touch recently and started putting songs in and came to a folder which have been neglected by me. argh!!! AYU!! Anyway, i was crazily into AYU after listening to Moments introduced by a friend and started buying her collections despite availibilty of Internet access. No regrets :) The BLUE BIRD poster and cd/dvd was bought by my mum when she was in Japan for holiday in 2006.! Jap's version is damm cool :) And the CuSO4 crystal of Ayumi's logo was done by me when i was in sec 3 lol. Some of the crystals came off, perhaps due to exposure to sunlight. sobz Ah, all these fond memories...i shall pick this long-lost vital element back to my life..You know why she's queen of JPop? because her songs are smoothing and addictive and lyrics are meaningful and real, afterall, she written ALL of the lyrics by herself..

Here i come, !!! :D lol

I hate making decisions especially those that affects my life. It's like sitting on the fence and do not know which side is the right way back home. I read on a book Today Matters by John C. Maxwell, he talked about the importance of making decisions early and confidently because then you can work towards the direction of your decision with greater time. I am still pretty much fickle..argh!! Anyway, i have decided to give engineering a try, seems something different and challenging, unlike science which had haunted me since primary days.

I realised how silly i am to act not my usual self in the fond hope that some chemistry would spark. Damm..i need to stop and wake up and move on my life..or perhaps because of my cowardly and white livered self? I need to talk to someone ):

My dad bought me a scar remover Hiruscar recommended by pharmacist, for $25. hope it works and i swear never will i double with pickets/con wires/barbed wires around. So garang for what sia -__- stewpid me.

Going tw soon lo on 9th of April..Hahha..dunoe whether shld :) or ): cos 3 days r&r :) then tons of exercises and marching ):..dotz.. den..my sis asked me to buy hello kitty mj set for her in tw cos her luggage overloaded but she din tell me where how 2 find sia lol..hohoho..

2:13 AM

Woo...i got to attend Change of Army Parade yesterday at PLC!! it was sooo cool when all the different army vehicles and tanks moved into the parade square..ok la quite memorable as its my first and last chance to attend becus by the next COA, ORD LO! HAHAHAHAHA!! the new coa BG chan mentioned about welfare in his speech :O:O ..haha hope he welfare lo like soc in pt kit lol hahaha dream on ba..den after parade supposedly got free bus to joo koon mrt but...dun wan mention liao..zzzz den went jurong national library borrowed books to burn time and back to camp for soc 2nd yr on sat damm sian can..and i failed hahahaha...but if i have faith and hope i will pass one day...they are the greatest thing existed that never ceased!!! :)

ALSO!!! addicted to monopoly deal cards...super fun lol..can target ppl de HAHAHAH..hope gt time play but next week pack wif live firing and more and more soc!!! sianzz...but nvm :) think positively -.-

quite happy la yesterday attend the parade... :) but also quite sad laa..my leg got scars.. =( stewpid ns...

pokemon time :)

3:13 PM

If only i have the courage to speak up and if only i am more observant, then things would probably work out my way. i am sick of procrastinating and act like it doesnt matter to me, then realize i have never move a single foot step in my life. there is nothing we could do to things that has already happened but we could make a difference to our future because it is in the grasp of our own hands. sometimes you might think the whole world is against you or things dont work out your way...don't be dishearten because out in the dark grey cloud there is always a silver lining shining its way through the darkness and that is the hope most people are looking for yet they fail to see it.

1 Corinthians 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

We cannot negate faith, hope and love are the only three greatest things that last.

It definitely sucks to be in an operational ready unit that means no more blanks, its real. I still remember what my mum had told me before i entered ns, must be humji, dun get yourself injured. Seriously, i want to leave army happily with no wounds, scars or any post-traumatization. There it goes, 2cm laceration wound, 5cm and 3cm superficial cut. Sianzz ): I told my dad and he was asking if he could come to camp and visit me. lol..I think he forgot im in army not primary school hahaha.

Anyway, my sis put yohgurt in my house because she is in taiwan for her honeymoon!!!while i am stuck in sg to do ns #@!!@#$^&#@!!! Yohgurt has grown so big that she looks funny when i thought how she looked like when my sis juz brought her, it was like super small la. seriously i think my sis ill-treat her lol..what feed her 2.5 spoonful of ratio twice a day, 12 hours apart. you know those ban mian drink soup plastic spoon? lol wth sia..humans' perception of slim is healthy and fat is slobbish has only make our best companion, dogs, suffer. ):

time to feed yoghurt..:)

8:45 PM

F*** lah! i could never understand why people take their own bloody time at the atm and keep reinserting atm card. in case dey din realized, dey are wasting their own precious time and those whom queued behind them.

And f*** lah! i went to apply pdl at cdc kovan den realized i did not bring my ic. argh!

F***! i dropped my CK watch in the toilet and the glass frame broke..zZzz heartbreaks ):

pissed.

As i had mentioned, patience is never my virtue and going at this rate, i dun see how far i will go in my life. my fren once said to me

"patience is the highest level of education"

and if its so, i am at its lowest level of education, perhaps K1? i can never comprehend the arts of being patience becos it makes me look like a retard. im like stuck in a well of unfathomable depth and i need someone out there to constantly remind me to stay calm and cool. lol the problem lies here...i dun see anyone out there that has so much patientness that he/she could wait for somebody for few hours without grumbling. at least i duno any of the retards. afterall, this phrase is so true..

"to err is human and to forgive is divine"

we must accept the fact this world is not impeccable and humans are so fallible.

o maybe i shall stop indulge myself in my own connotation of impatience. haha

anyway, next week im turning ops on marina floating platform, the place where i received my beret, its pretty cool. also next sat i planned to go it fair but it seems screwed up as its gonna be rush.

also, please support the anime fair at taka, im pretty sure its not as screwed up as the previous anime fair at suntec convention hall. thank you (:

1:42 PM

好想恋住在台湾的他们啊！

公公和舅舅

后左起：妈咪，婆婆和两个表妹。。<3 lol super cute can..haha




P.S: 谢谢你阿财叔 LOL..no la.. TAN XHI XIANG.

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