可能在我們的心里都有數了，知道對方會選著那一條道路。我也沒想到這会對我會有那麼大的打擊，這可能是因為你在我人身中上的道路上幫助了我好多好多，也可能你在我人身中扮演了無法或缺的角色。或許我在逃避現時，不敢去面對你會選者的路所以才決定去完台灣以後才只道你的答案。我會好好的享受和你們在台灣的時光畢竟不只道還能夠有多少機會和你們在相遇。我決定會新以後，會從新開始我新的生活吧。

7:06 AM

Just finished writing an essay on globalisation and seriously, writing an essay is like wanting my life man. i wan to write and speak english well but its like so hard to me. so i know my blog readers(ok i am exaggerating, maybe jus one, me myself and i) have a hard time reading my blog because after reading through my essay after writing, i realised i didnt quite get what i was writing. oh man gd luk to teacher that gonna mark my essay. and wth ! i submitted fror plagiarism check via IVLE and i got 0% then because i need the plagiarism report so i went to turnitin submitted again and this time 86% because they said i copied from a student in nus which is MYSELF LA WTH. FUCK ! screwed up system!! )= sumtimes i think your best friend and you are made in such a way that they will compromise each other. im weak at english, hes gd at it.hes better at sense of direction than me. hes cleaner than me, probably..haha and the list goes on la. so in a sense, its a gd thing.

just watched survivor last week and thinking if i am given a chance to join survivor or the amazing race, which one will i join? i think the amazing race because i had enuff of army outfield..err..maybe i think i probably wont do backstabbing as well as others. I want to travel, backpacking!! and amazing race is like what i wanna do. but sadly there isnt anymore amazing race asia, only the us version which is only for americans. i was toking with esmunde about backpacking in europe during last weekend, then we came to conclusion that must be fit in order to enjoy backpacking because u wont have proper bed to rest, and have to carry the heavy backpack walking around. ok this inspired me to train more..ah i need to train up my stamina man, my running is damm cui now )=. i wan to travel and backpack!!! :(

if i ever get the chance to go korea, i wan to eat the live squid!!! Japan, i wan see momiji and visit historical site!!! i wan go europe, but all need money and someone fun to go with. honestly, i think go travel shld sleep as little as possible because should spend more time enjoying the local cultures or breakfast. 2 more mnths to tw trip!! awesome man because i know them for so long but never travel out of sg with themm b4 9=

ok if anyone wanna backpack with me just let me know (: mus try once in a lifetime?

12:10 AM

I'm being weird myself recently and i totally have no idea that i am becoming more temperament each day. I could sense it that i am changing to someone that myself would not want to be. I realized the way things i unknowingly said to my close friends could hurt them. So as my fren told me, if you realized you are changing, its a good sign. Ahh i want to be like my old self man!!!

Anyway fell asleep after mugging for mle, actually not mugging, is flipping through a few pages of lecture notes and next thing i know is 11pm, awoken by an sms. haha thx thx to this kind soul so i wont screw up my sleeping time and i can continue on my revision. =DD and freak, my mind was so set to quit dota to study and i felt so proud of myself to reject dota invitation and great, it only lasted merely a week. Good job ah kelvin!! )=

haha my mum was asking me abt my tw trip and i told her 2 guys 1 gal. she was like o....m...f...gg... then she started nagging at me say what shes a gal cannot tarnish her reputation say must sleep separaretly. then i just tell her, shes like a guy la nvm..and the nagging continues until my mum act smart and suggested the gal to sleep at living rm while 3 guys in e room. i was like stunned for a second then i said okay to stop her nagging. LOL wad an idea..zz

ok back to study XD!! hahahah

11:38 PM

First day of week nine. And four more weeks to end of semester, how fast can it get man? I really had a great time today in school, starting with school in the morning with mini discussion with project mates at tutorial session(talked many craps) and first part 2 eg1108 lecture which i told myself to really concentrate because there is not going to have any webcast, then mathematics which is awesome, because a funny thing happened right infront of my eye. But i should have refrain myself from laughing so long because it is really rude to the guy infront of me. After that i rushed to my Japanese class which as usual, i really cannot remember names in katakana, so please dun keep telling me ur names in katakana. -.- i asked the person beside me oname wa? and the whole class started laughing. -_- Diao, anyway the dictation is like at the speed of light which i couldnt catch it. zz..

awesome day in school because i can meet lots of friends so i don't have to think what i dun wish to.

studystudystudy. bb.

10:39 PM

Contemplating if i should privatise this blog? I have been restricting myself whenever im typing an entry not to reveal too much and always asking myself if i should type this out or there. I agree that blogging on the Internet provides us with freedom to type what we want, but is it really so? Obviously we cannot because there is no such thing as 100% democratic society so yep. I'm thinking there are so many problems that i am refraining myself from sharing with others, i mean ANYONE, because i tink i am mature enough to handle myself and not to worry my parents and of course friends even good ones because no one likes to hear others nagging at their own problems right? Sometimes i wish that i could be selective to forget things, so perhaps i will be happier and not pretending to be happy. I hate to put on a fake smiles but this is all this World is about, no? Even you just break up you still have to go to work the next day and be enthusiatic, u fail your exam but still have to be happy because you know you cannot do anything about it. But that is not true happiness if you think again, you are merely forcing yourself. So i really wish to do things i like and live my own life and be myself not to live and hide with any secrets to myself.

Anyway, the other day i was on the bus, there was this 6 years old boy boarded a bus with his granny. So i don't know why, whenever the boy like didn't sit properly or touch the windows, his granny hit him. And the boy asked his granny questions but she just like ignored him. I know it might sound like some redundant questions to the grown ups but to children with millions of whys in their minds and the endless curiousity, shouldnt we answer them and share with them our knowledge and experiences? Isn't what we have been doing ever since the start of mankinds, passing down our expertise generation by generation? I will never do that to my own kid, ok maybe still a bit far, or perhaps to my -3mnths to be born nephew. It is plain ignorant for some people not to see the point, but then again everyone is different and i can't do anything about it.

Well out to concert soon. See you guys soon.

4:46 PM

The picture is taken on monday after A7's show and tell. It was so awesome and i got to know many of them even more. Everyone was so awesome and funny! :D I have gotten my mid term results back and it is quite pleasant but that is because i have only 3 mid terms and 3 cores this semester which is so much more manageable than last semester. I gotten work even harder to pull my cap up because i am not those can pick up things easily so really have to spend more time on school work!

Today i went to serangoon after school to exchange my ajays earpiece at orangcomm at serangoon. It is at a remote place near hdb area, Serangoon North avenue 4. Can reach there by bus 315 from serangoon interchange but needed walk some distance. I don't know if they have given me a new earpiece but it seems like a new one, hopefully not some refurbished ones because its damm far to do a 1-1 exchange for someone living in woodlands. and guys! its international warranty, because i bought my ajays 4 at taiwan.

Then I went to Hougang avenue 1 to meet my sister whom is doing her detailed scan at women's clinic. haha really awesome, got to see my yet-to-be-born nephew on tv while the gynae was doing some scan on my sis' tummy and its amazing. The scan was so detailed that you could see the organs, limbs, brain, measure length of body parts as well as listening to his heart beats. omg hes very cute! btw, his name, accordinging to my sister will be Xyle. haha. Angmoh style seh.

We went to amk to meet mother for dinner and as usual we settled at sushi LOL! its funny we like took excalator up and first thing we saw was ichiban sushi which is my favourite, japanese food!! hahaha. But i didnt eat alot duno why, feel really greasy nowadays cos lack of time to exercise, maybe jus an excuse, yes i am plain lazy. haha after dinner just went to breadtalk and supermart get our usual fav snacks and back home slack. :D

Will update more when i have time, now back to study mood.

8:08 PM