Gosh, Kelvin Lam, You should really stop judging and give so much comments on others. I realised i am always stereotyping others and i think it is utterly wrong to do that! I want to sincerely to be friend with every single human being i've met and will meet. I am sorry if i ever give you a unfriendly face or sian diao look when i talk to you because i am really trying. Been learning from books borrowed to be sincere to others. I hate to pretend and to be fake but sometimes i've learned to hide my feelings so much and for so long that it occured to me i can no longer show me true inner self so openly to others. Just wanna say i do not mean to hurt any of you and am sorry if i did.

Sometimes humans are just filled with so much emotions at once that its so overwhelming to handle it. I just wish lives could be simpler....

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So busy with school that i hardly have time to update my blog. Anyway today is NUS CE DAY! HAPPY CE DAY TO ALL CE-ngineers out there. I have no idea how this date come about and probably thinking it is the date which CE department established in NUS like way-before-i-was-born. As usual friday ended school at 4 and went to CE gathering outside foyer but didnt see anyone there. so terrence and i went to eat at mac and by the time we went back, there were like so crowded and there was long queue for the ce t-shirt. and OMG, pls no green t-shirt anymore. i was quite disatrous for ce camp to be in pale green but this, looks like i duno why. i wan red or yellow!!!!! red wld be awesome !!

guess wad? it is start of the recess week and YAY..ok probably not YAY...recess week is meant for weaker students like me to catch up and to study for mid term. AND after recess week will be hell, expects lot of project meetups and presentations, essays, skit, show&tell, PRACTICALS..oh fuck. better eat and sleep well this and next week ):

everyone pls go watch vampire diaries!!!!!!! ITS VERY NICE..and i have chiong from 1st season to now 3rd 3 more episodes to be on par with all viewers of the world..(ye fuck i study and watch at the same time, screw up rite?) i cant bear to watch the 3 epis cos if i do, i'd have to wait for new eps all every week..cant watch like many at a go anymore..ahhhhhhh

my nephew in my sis' tummy is a boy! oh! honestly boy or girl does not matter as long as he/she is healthy and able to see this amazing world!!! so expecting time will be ard july hehe.. :D cant wait to see my nephew because i know i will dote him so much more than myself!!!

my dad jus came back from business trip!!! chichi wa paris e shucchou shimashita. haha recently learnt how to say business trip in jap.. yeye!! he bought me shirts and pull over awesome!! thanks..!!

i keep asking myself why am i doing something i don't like?

but i still cant get any ans..or probably the ans doesnt exist at all? haiz.

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