Hello whass up guys!!!

I am enjoying my work place very much for as many reasons as the stars in the night sky. Basically my colleagues are wonderful and amazing people and like most people told me it is inevitable to have politics within the office but miraculously it isn't so here! We greets and smiles, and i can feel its sincere (: I have to say the daily routine is so boring and doing the same thing everyday and nothing much i could learn. =/ I thought of picking up some skills from my part time jobs. Okay well i actually did and that is how to deal with different customers over the phone. However, i think i have learn enough for the past week working there..ah so what about the next 3 months...stuck there not gaining any more useful skills and knowledge! Just some things to whine about! My jobs required me to wear formal from Monday to Wednesday. Man, really not used to wearing leather shoes despite serving national service for like two years haha.. Kinda hate it..And also my boss gives a fine of 20 bucks to whoever use phone during office hours and he hates to see phone on the table. Luckily my direct superior has been lenient to me for a few times. =) We always eat at the hawker stalls at the second floor and well..its cheap, nice i like it..haha quoted from the noose "Lulu" haha!!

I have officially changed my Jap's class to Wednesday night with the same teacher! I think he is really funny and cool sensei. Honestly, it was a huge change man..from like class with 4 people to class of 14 people. I am sorry to my previous class for leaving, they are like down with 3 people. Too bad i have to work ): Also the jap is getting harder each lesson): man will i reach intermediate? hopefully i do.. Anyway after the night class, i went to have like really nordinnernorsupper with my new classmates and they are really funny haha!! (: So after that i took mrt home with xin yao and was really awkward cause i don't really know him and he is quieter than me!

Borrowed a book called Minding the Body, Mending the Mind, it is a book from my favorite genre, Health :D I am lurfeeving this book because it taught us how to be happy and deals with many everyday aspects. Gotta return my overdue Microsoft book soon, man it is freaking heavy to bring to work !! It is like overdue for 2 weeks and amount is accumulating each day haha. Interested in many others book but really cannot afford to buy!!. ):

Sooo..election is so near and yay public holiday..next Monday and Saturday then next vesak's day! cool (: this year's election is so interesting..and i was not so interested in politics in the past but i see i need to know more as i grow older now (: will read up more.

Time to watch movie and sleep.

Goodnight peeps, and i need to SAVE! ): Stop spending kelvin!! haha

9:50 PM

In life there are so many paths out there for us but how can one make sure he choose the correct one and live with no regrets? I don't but i was forced to make my way today but i know this i'snt the right path i shld have pick!!! ahhhh..i have pick work over my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i got my job tdy its long story and it sucks..why it sucks cause i basically walk ard west--->town-->west-->town to get my job..haha.. and i have to wear formal!!! which costs me a bomb x.x and not many people i know i can get along with there..time to act friendly -.- most of all!!! my interest juz gone becos of this job..but you see i need $ to continue this dream of mine (: one day i will achieve it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so がんばろう，ケルビンさん！！！！

10:34 PM

I've long come to the realization of this realistic and materialistic world. my mum was asking me other day about why do i care so much about my look, hair and facial things so i were like thinking hmm what causes it, because as far as i could remember i don't seem to care about my own appearance and whats more, what other thinks of me. so later on my sis also like sorted say i very 爱美 just because i wore washing glove when i washing dishes. -_- haha so it ponders me for awhile..den i could remember this drastic change was during the time i had decided to slim down for good which was in the year 2006. haha the worst thing of all is slimming is a life long process if you do not want your belly to come out in your 40's and you really really like to wear nice clothes..now i m still trying to achieve my 53kg -_- haha currently 60kg..~.~ like 7kg more almost impossible for me because my determination is failing as i aged. HAHA. so back to the story, i remember when i was in primary school days, how my sis' sch frens(we were in e same pri) found me super irritating perhaps because i looked plump and annoying to them and how my friends observed the food i bought during recess. i could like eat 1 dollar char kway tiao(that time they have 60c-$1 portion..1 dollar was like really huge) and then eat ice cream, jelly, bird eggs, fish cake, wantons..so they kept asking how and why do u eat so much ~.~ man then when i entered my sec sch it started to get worse, people like to take your food while u went to buy drink and say u shouldn't eat so much..then and all sorts of bullying issues. so then i think this world works this way, you don't look slim or good you are bound to get weird stares and friends problem.this is the stigma man.. so please dont look at my weirdly and say im gay or what jus becos i have tons of facial products and do what most people jus think guys dont do.. !! D:

4:15 PM