I was boarding this bus in the morning after lesson, then i started to saw this really old couple, the wife was in a wheelchair while her husband was still okay. He armed her up to the bus then ensure she has a seat before moving back carry the wheel chair up and keep it aside. I noticed like practically the whole bus passengers were staring at the old couple, of cos i was also..I can tell from the elder man knew they were all glaring at his wife's leg or something but surprisly, he was still smiling and talking to his wife like his eyes has the sight of his wife only. i feel this unconditional love is so unfathomable, i really admired dem, they are so loving. im thinking would i do it if i were him? Perhaps i would, but no one can be certain about future. I could loudly say now i will definitely do the same thing like the elder man for my parents or my wife 40, 50 years down the road. say is easy, but doing is difficult, i am not very sure if i have the courage to embrace others' glare or the lurfee is strong enuff for me to do anything for them. definitely i would do it but the question is will i really do it from the bottom of my heart? will i ever get sick of doing? all these uncertaintly makes me lose confidence on myself . hmm if only lives aren't so complex and we can know ahead of our future, perhaps we could do things now to change.

I had two drivings lesson this week and it went pretty smoothly. No longer as panic as i was and best no more scoldings hehe. My next lesson will be at oct 30, ahhhh forgot to book for oct. sian. after my yest driving lesson, met up with my sister and dad for some furnture shopping and then to north point had dinner. i wanted to had sushi at sakae but it was like damm super long queue so in the end had dinner at manhatten fish market. haha i ordered fish n chips. shldnt order fried, too full felt like puking. shld have learnt from adrian order grilled. my sis imba ordered the whole fish LOL! then i dug the fish eyes and eat..*sparks* lol then we saw the fish mouth inside got its tongue like doing *pouts* like this. freaking funny. haha then my dad as usual wans sth to do with rice so we ordered flaming platter for him. haha it was lame to see dem fighting to pay bill..like so chinese haha..i doubt westerners do that..and i din noe passion card got 10% discount..omg..haha luckily i got..and got free $10 vouchers using dbs..woo like alot but the gst and svs charger is imba shit. anyway then we went to popular shop for stationary as im intending to start writing diary..:D den my sis bought a cooking book -.- lol i told her to cook vege as i wan to start eating it..part of my diet plan :D. den went home..officially moving hse : next sat! WOOO..SUGOI!

heh heh! :D

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