Had my 3rd lesson today and guess who i saw..gee suan. JC classmates and havent seen him for like ever since we slavery ourselves.. Had like 10 mins talk then proceed to driving. My instructor today was like screwed up..like getting from good to bad.. He lays his conditions at the start and demostrate once to me and i had to meet all of the requirments otherwise he would not chalk for me. ZzZ..I was like thinking my $68 cannot go to waste lol..Fighting fighting..haha..so like force myself to be focused..I think what he mentioned to me were quite true. he said i should not like learn only on the weekend otherwise 1 week gap like you tend to forget some little details, should be continous..i wish also right but i cannot la..im a slave remb..anyway oct i only got 1 lesson cos im probably going for a surgey to remove 2 corns on my sole. kinda pain when i drive today..ah darn! FML! Tmr's fourth lesson.. FIGHTING!!

Anyway..i din go out to outfield this week but im like miss out alot of funs..seriously, i duno whats wrong wif me..i used to hate outfield but now like i dun mind haha..not addicted juz like go den go lo..perhaps my perspective has changed.. its good..show that im changing (: in camp was super boring as most pltn mates moved out so like play monopoly, risk, eat, sleep, watch show, read book..lifeless? no!! its what we called the ord-life which i will exp soon after jan (: ord lo! haha

ah seriously..i made an online application for passport yesterday and i tink high chance photo kena rejected...i din read the requirments needed..gonna take one proper one tmr :D man..hopefully its done soon so at least i feel settle down and some spur of motivation from my ord trip!! pure cool ness and highly excited + looking forward..!! sugoi!!!!!!

wanted learn korean wif my very on fren freddy but after seeing the price (demand>supply) which results in high price..sian la..need reconsider and choose wisely..why is everything related to money lol..im planning to take jap also maybe in nus..im very glad i din change to ntu civil enginering after seein the newly rating of ntu..but i doubt its a gd indicator.

moving hse next week..bedless.. :D cool ness i remb when i was young i lurfee sleeping on floor cos its so cooling..

suddenly have a thought..why 2 years? isnt it way too long? what would i be now if i din serve and quit sch for a year? so many regrets and unlimited wants yet i cant do anything for my own life...aren't our fate decided by ourselves, at least to a certain extent? perhaps i could have more time for other thing if i finish studying earlier..or using this 2 years accomplishing some dreams..man..i feel like im no longer have the ability to control my life and i juz have to live with the flow.. =(

AHHHH!!!!

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