I am starting to doubt the existence of true friendship such as people calling each other BFF or hes my best fren. What qualities does a 'best' fren constitues of? I do believe there are friends around, but not to the extent of calling them best or true frens anymore because it appears to be so silly as i grew up. you will never know ur fren might be chatting wif u and at the next moment backstabbing especially those that aren't innocent afterall. It's scary people can hide their true colours infront of others but i don't blame them at all because this is how we came about, evolution right? survival of the fittest, to survive we have to pretend to be nice and act innocently but doing many things behind others. I have this insane thought that frens are no longer impt as u get older because we're no longer pure like we used to be. So i'm starting to keep a distance from people because i am afraid i might juz be another victim, worse, die unknowingly or cry over why would he do that to me..

if you were to ask me a year ago, i'd tell you i rather be the one get hurt than to hurt others...seems like i am the one changed so i am sorry if i don't seem like myself anymore ):


people should juz stop looking things at the surface, its so darn unfair!

sigh..i need a break from this place.

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