Juz got back home after the hectic schedule of ops duty WHICH haven over yet. I am not allowed to disclose the location but its the worst place you'd ever imagined. My lifespan would be probably shorten by end of the 2 weeks with all the chemicals around me. Save me outta this dung!!! I've always heard this in army "what don't kill you make you stronger..". I'm pretty sure its DAMM bullshit..i might not be killed directly but what about indirectly? man this sucks..

anyway..the duty is torturing..long and BORING. the boredom is what kills you the most. it's like cameras around the tower and you have to constantly stay awake and force yourself to look at the wide, vast and endless sea view for xx hrs xx shifts..god...zzzZZz no entertainment is allowed..sooo pls help me to get over it by swimming over and chat wif me? hahaha pls dun realli do it cos i'll freak out lol... anyway its cool to meet new ppl and probably time for me to be indepedent..it sucks to be dependent on family..i swear from now i will TRY to be independent except when money is involved :P lol

dad's bdae coming and he reminded me juz now..ZZ

ok time to slp veri slpy..

*im sorry..i dun wan to......i had no choice

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