Really, its only 2 months yet im already sick of the life of army. worst there are 2 yrs ahead before i out of this dull dready boring life. or maybe not there is still reservist. people always say since you cant escape from it, why not look from other perspective and enjoy it making full use of this 2 years. sorry i tried and i beg to differ, i am pretty sure no one likes such a life even the most physically fit person because it detains ur freedom and time to spend with your loved ones. the key is that NO ONE likes it. since no one really likes it, therefore they will not put in their 100% best in it, so why do we still have national service? the answer is we are a small nation and that as a singaporean male citizen we need to protect our family and country and learn from our history and blah blah blah. sg only natural resource lies in it population and since it is the only one, why waste 2 years? look at other countries, most of them as early as 24 are already taking up phD while here maybe a bachelor. therefore we the only natural resource are lagging compared wif others and this led to some sort of economic inefficiency whereby we are just taking a meagre sum of pay from govt during e 2 yrs course while in fact we could have contribute to the economy and gaining knowledge, further contributing to sg situtation especially at this time of recession. But no, we are learning enemy ahead, take cover!. we need a 4g army..perhaps inanother 20 years?

yesterday i had dinner with dad.. at first we went to united sq wanted to have vienna buffet but gosh, lots of people and the queue was like 40 mins? ah -.- sianz the food looks good and i saw people having red wine song bo!!! in e end we went to east coast had seafood lol.. ordered black pepper crab, cereal prawn, youtiao thing and mee goreng(SUCKS) i wont try black pepper again..next time is chillie tink looks good and better. the bill totalled to 106.85. haha dad treated. then went to a dessert shop buy back home. fcuking small serving and expesnive. one small red bean soup 2++. feel tio scam sia. i feel happy yesterday but could have been happier if my sis and mum are around. but i bet it wont happen anymore. we never been together since like 6-7 yrs ago. i longed for the past..really. going army makes me realize important of family...like out alone in the field the only motivation is ur loved ones. seeing other army mates have family pic in their wardrobe makes me feel rather sianz..lol..my wish now is to have a family photo together with them..a dream? hope not..

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